Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Hello, yes, it's me. Please take a journey into every book nerds life (female). (:

You should date a girl who reads.
Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes, who has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag. She...’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she has found the book she wants. You see that weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a secondhand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow and worn.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas, for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry and in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who read understand that all things must come to end, but that you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilight series.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in. the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.”

― Rosemarie Urquico

Anyone? Hello? No? Fine! ): I still have my true friends, *opens up beginning of book*.

"If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are." - Rosemarie Urquico
This is only a small portion of her quote. I'll post the real version.

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

This is why life is so hard.

Don't even try to fight me. You knew this was coming. Shut up before I really hurt you, 'cause I'll do it. You ain't seen nothing yet. Just wait till my fist hits your face. Then will you understand ungrateful bastard? Haven't you already poured a thousand tears because of the words from my mouth? They're the truth and you know it. You already know, so, no, don't open your tongue of lies. I don't want anymore heartbreak, or guilt from such a filthy person. It's an unnecessary weight I walk around with, even in my dreams. Get off of me you piece of trash. What do you not understand? That you don't hurt me, that it doesn't kill me everyday to know, to know that this type of person is in my life and won't get out of it? You're like that smudge mark on a paper, always drawing attention to itself, because it's the one thing that's darkened, and you never seem to fully erase them. Yeah, that's you, because all you are is an attention seeker. Oh wanny boo, I'm feeling this way (Enter a bad feeling) so let me pass it on to this person who's going through so much, and is on the brink of falling apart, and lets see how much she can take before I finally push her off the edge. -- "Yes, thank you for your service. You're now hereby discharged from duty in this persons life. Please exit through the doors appropriately located to the left and you are to stay away from this person for life. Have an awesome day Mr. _____." - Judge

Ps: You should have never talked to me that one day, now you've started a war within me, and by golly, it's here to stay!

PPS: They say a picture paints a thousand words. Well, would you like a picture of this turd?!?!!

Ppps: Don't come running to me when you realize all you've done. Cry all you'd like, being there is what you pay.

Friday, June 6, 2014

New Song/Poem! (:

I've seen what our lives and others can do,
Of memories cast out,
Left the walk the Earth all alone

Sorry, I've had 2 tabs with this open on them all morning. I've been mowing, and this is the first real break I've had. I'm just going to post it.
(To be continued - I promise!)

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Thou art I am to be

Getting inside of me, is like breaking through a brick wall. That's why I don't know how to live. I can't beat the wise, or take the prize, because I'm a ball of putty, rolled up and left to dry. The cold, hard piece of clay you wished you'd never touched.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Playing Devils Advocate. Haha! 😈

Well, don't come crying to me when you can't do something. You actually do need to get information from someone who has passed the mission in order to complete the mission (on a few, but not limited to) And, don't want help, admit now that you do, or no help later. 😄😈

Um, ha..ha..ha. Somebody please help me. How am I supposed to go to track practice now? -.-

Just ripped my toe nail, how in the world?

I really do. Thank you

I love how people will call me their bae (female, friends you know, for us youngins' who use that word these days, just being friendly with our friends, saying we'll be there for them)  and who say I'm their best friend don't invite me to the parties they're hosting and varies events, when I'm here, offering any free time I have to hang out with them. Yeah, you're really some awesome person you.

Oh my

"Kids don't try this at home, we are trained professionals." cx - Hollywood Air Force
Betting if farts are flammable and having a guy eat a mess load of beans, and now they're ready to light the fart on fire, so the lighter guys says that. ^^ haha.

You know, just a tbh (to be honest) of what I've seen in life

Older, blonde women, have extremely large smiles.

Wow. Lol, I love Hollywood Air Force! cx

"Smith," said like slice, but with the sm and h sound. (Man calling role-call)
"It's Smith sir." Haha, how do you prenounce Smith wrong?

Hollywood Air Force is coming on

Haha. XD This is gonna be good! ;p

My gosh

I really hate asking tons of questions, but when you want answers, then you get those answers.

Awe. (:

"It's not where you are, it's who you're with." - Good Boy (Dog movie)
"Come on, throw the ball, throw the Frisbee, throw something player!" - Good Boy (Dog movie)

Haha. Lol, I found Mr. Selcuk (My math teacher) in Watchdogs (video game) ! XD

Monday, June 2, 2014

Welp, gotta stop blogging for now. :/

Dad wants me off the internet. Bye my fabulous people! (: Gonna miss y'all. ❤

Everyone says America Ninja Warrior is gay, but freak them!

I'm going to be a winner on America Ninja Warrior! Freak the haters!

Haha, choke me now.

Heads up. T.M.I (Too much information.) The guy on MasterChef with the tattoos 'n' stuff, yeah, he's not cute, but his hair style is perfect. ^.^ Haha, loll.

Omg, I want to see Jersey Boys so bad!

Especially since Clint Eastwood was the director! (: All that: #Good #Bad & #Ugly

Haha! Watching MasterChef

"Me and ground beef go way back." Black man on his virtue to ground beef, coordinating to the awesome American dish of meatloaf.

Lol. XD

Watching my brother play Watchdogs, and he shot down this guy who collects spores, and mold, and junk. Haha. He has no life. Why is he a Fixer then? He's not worth anything to them.

I messed it up, but it's funny the way I say it aanyways. *smiles & laughter* for the win! :D

"Sometimes I think I am bad guy, but I am not bad guy. But, who will crush mans skull with thighs?" - Wreck It Ralf
^.^ Haha!

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Yep, so

"If you build it, they will come." - The Rookie
Well, I built it, and they comin'! (:

You know

Sometimes, in order to live, you have to leave your comfort zone. This is the conversation me and my friend are having. It's taking me out of my comfort zone, but now I get the feeling that I'm living. And it feels so good.

Am I really doing this? :0

Having the longest (that I can remember) embarrassing conversation with a best friend ever.

The fact that some guy wouldcommit a relationship with me

Girl, you must be out of your mind. I'm not girlfriend material, don't even bring that up. Not like any guy would want to anyways.

Sad, but true. ):

I don't feel beautiful unless I put makeup on.

Hey y'all

Just started putting my stories up on my other page. Please go check them out, and please comment. Thanks! (: sarasstoriesblog.blogspot.com

You know,

It's just one of those days when I embarrass myself ever time I say something. Me 'n' my friend are talking, and it's pretty embarrassing, what we both have to say, but, hahaha, it's kind of cute. Lola.

Lol, omg! XD

Nerd love is the best! Is it not?

Please!

Kill me now! Geez! I just embarrassed myself so many times. Why me? Ugh.